Something Better

Something is happening to me today. I have been feeling really down in the dumps for the last few weeks, months, actually. Today I feel like what I am doing right now, jobwise, etc. is really okay. I am so hard on myself a lot of the time. Today is just the first day in a long time that I feel…dare I say…happy. I have a beautiful home, great friends, my family loves me…and someday I will find someone to partner up with who will love me for exactly who I am right now. I don’t know why, I just have faith that what will be will be. I’m feeling proactive. I paid for my application for a Nursing program that will begin in January if I am accepted. I guess it boils down to feeling in control of my life rather than being controlled by it. It is refreshing.

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